It’s hard to come out and separate from all we have known. We are complex human beings and learning to come out, surrender, and trust a new way can create anxiety. But we are learning to accept and lean in to the hope of a new vision. 

The old and its triggers can reappear at anytime bringing along the pain, feelings, memories, and flooding. But we press on because we have reached a new desperate desiring that is greater than the old. We learn to lean in to the new over and over again…come out, separate, and surrender. The new freedom finds a foundational grounding that feels solid and we learn to rest in it. 

God is that Solid Rock and Foundation.